The Illness Called Love -horror fighting RPG-
Project Overview
PLEASE IGNORE THE DEADLINES, THESE ARE FOR UPCOMING PROJECTS THAT I HAVE EITHER YET TO WORK ON OR PRIORITIZE
Based on how much interest is in my projects that are currently open is where I shall focus my attention. As of right now, I probably will not begin work on this project or any of the others until New Years 2020 at the soonest. Since this is the RPG and the 2.0 and 3.0 visual novels have yet to be worked on, this is for the far future.
Because of this, I will also be updating more and more information to this as time goes by. Anything that is important, such as an official deadline or starting of the project or adding of roles will be posted as an update and announced.
Even if you don't have CCC you can audition via csrcreates (@) gmail (.) com - Just title the email "Audition for The Illness Called Love" or "Auditions for TICL" and mention the roles you are auditioning for, an alias to call you by, and please put the role's name in your file's title. OR you can send an audition to the CSR Creations server: https://discord.gg/Fv7mmWZ
I am working on a series of games that will be three visual novels that reveal each of the cast members to almost advertise for the RPG which will take a very different turn. Since this is the actual RPG and I've yet to work on the 2.0 and 3.0 visual novels, this will be for the far future.
The concept was very originally a yuri (lesbian story) about yandere's (psychotic love interest) that also can have polyamory. The RPG will have fighting components to it.
Currently, I am not promising any money for this project, but I do hope that I will be able to. But as I do not know what the future holds, I will not say any prices.
All I can say is to at least have a decent mic and avoid too much background noise when it comes to the actual project (I don't mind some shuffling/animal or traffic noise for the audition, though),
Feel free to audition for more than one character, it helps gives both of us options and lets me see your range.
Synopsis:
“Suki is a girl who just started in a new high school. Having been bullied in the past, she’s unwilling to socialize in this new environment. But at each turn, Suki finds herself drawn further and further by certain personalities. Who are these people? What makes them so different? What makes Suki different? And who is that lurking in the shadows that seems to be following around wherever Suki goes? It could all be her imagination, but whatever happens, Suki’s in for a wild ride at Yanagi High School.”
I do want to warn that there are a good amount of foul language, violence, and explicit themes and topics, as I know some people may feel uncomfortable with that. There are also other heavy topics such as past childhood trauma, sexual and physical abuse, and eating disorders.
The 1.0 in the series has its early access posted on itchio and GameJolt
But since it was canceled due to outside forces, most of it can be found on YouTube with the official voice acting.
Thank you all so much and I look forward to what you all have to show!
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Latest Updates
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As in the description, there is now a Discord server for my work in general where people are allowed to join to leave auditions, keep up to date on my work, and/or to be part of the community (you are 100% allowed to do self-promoting of your own work and such). It's not a requirement to join this specific server should you get casted for this or any of my other projects nor is it a formal commitment to join. If you do not like the server, you can simply leave or just mute it. You can even think of it as a sort of test run to, to see if I am someone you'd like working with and vice versa. I'd love to see people join, but no hard feelings if you do not. Thank you for all your amazing auditions all the same!
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Audition Lines Update
I have recently updated the project to have more official audition lines, mainly for the females but also for Yan! Sorry it has taken me so long to get around to this.
Emiko is an idol and the theater club president. With her show stop looks and presence, most girls at her school are absolutely in awe of her. Despite being extremely popular at school and pretty, she is very kind and endearing.
She loves wearing cat ears in her costumes, though she is not really a cat girl.
Age: 17
Grade: Third Year
Height: 5’7 1/2"
Club: Idol, Theater president
Hobbies: singing, playing instruments, creating music, acting
Likes: music, acting, pinks, cats and other felines
Dislikes: hecklers, rude people
Emiko is a trans woman so I ask that only trans women, intersex women, or AMAB nonbinary actors audition for her.
“Takara and I have been best friends since I first moved here. I think I was about five then. She was always very supportive and loving to me.”
“I know people at Yanagi like to refer to me as the “school’s idol,” but I swear, I’m no different than any of you. I’m just a normal student, at the end of the day.”
“Do you think the cat ears don’t work with this costume? I don’t know, it just seems weird to mix mermaid and feline…”
“There’s some things about me…I’m worried if you knew…you’d hate me…think that I’m disgusting…see me as a completely different person…”
“There’s just something so exhilarating about being on stage! I’ve never been much for being the center of attention or stared at, but when I’m live, amongst the other idols, I don’t know, I just feel so whole.”
“You two are helping backstage, huh? I’m sure the production will be great then!”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“I can’t get enough of you. Your smile, your face, your hair, your lips, the way you taste, the way you walk, he way you talk. I love all of it. Every inch of you. I want all of you.”
“At this point, I don’t know which I want more: to be with you or to be you. I can’t tell anymore. I’m so in love with you, it’s like we’re becoming one.”
“Don’t leave me! If you go- If you go I’ll- …if you leave me…I’ll kill myself…”
Haru is a tomboy and incredibly athletic, so she participates a lot in sport teams and martial arts club. She never considered the thought of homosexuality or bisexuality prior to meeting Suki. She is rather energetic and kind, though she seems to be suffering from a recent past experience that has her left shaken.
Age: 16
Grade: Second Year
Height: 5’8"
Club: president of Martial Arts and Sports
Hobbies: sports, martial arts
Likes: working out, walks on the beach, greens
Dislikes: being inactive, stuck up people
“I guess the nice thing about an all girl’s school is that we don’t have to worry about getting my heart broken or being flirted with. Am I right?”
“I don’t know, I never felt this way for a girl before…but…it’s hard to believe I never thought about it before.”
“Geez, Natsu-Chan, you’re so silly. Don’t you agree, Suki-Kun?”
“Heya, wanna join me for a morning jog?”
“It’s good to keep your body healthy, helps to keep the mind healthy as well.”
“There was this one time, I wanted to impress some boys…it didn’t go well…I- *choked back on tears* Something really awful happened…and I was blamed for it…”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“You just want to hurt me too, DON’T YOU?”
“You’re mine! No one else can have you! I’m the only one!”
“Don’t touch me! I’ll break your neck!”
Katsumi is very rich and comes from an influential family, because of this and her beauty, she is very popular at her school. The special treatment she receives really feels her narcissism, however does stop her from being a good person. She has a half-sister named Kazashi that she is very protective of.
Age: 16
Grade: Second Year
Height: 5’1 1/2"
Club: President of Archery
Hobbies: archery, tea ceremony, flower arranging
Likes: BDSM, gold, tea
Dislikes: disrespectful people, bullies, people who are unkind to people she is interested in
preferably sophisticated and posh, very demanding of attention and sounds very sure of self
You can find what the original voice actress sounded like here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLjx7skmEzmh7zyDYNXiuIgH3z2OW0YT9n
“So cruel. You really don't remember me? We used to play all the time when we were children."
“Your hair is such a mess, do you even know what a hairbrush is? Or are you too busy with your studies to care? Sounds like you have been shutting people out. But you'll let me in, right? Always been a girl that would keep to herself unless you were friends. You were avoidant of Kazashi and I back then too. But you opened up to us and were so lively. I hope things can be like that again. If not more. Don't you?
“If you like taking photos, maybe you should take some of me. I'm sure I'd make your photos the best."
“Don't be rude. I don't offer favors like this to just anyone."
“Ah, if that's the case, then afterward you can come to my home for some tea. I'd like to catch up with you. We can do homework too. I'll help you out since we are classmates. I would know what you need to cover, after all. So it’s settled, it’s a date then."
“They have no right to be ashamed of my beautiful, intelligent, caring, and hardworking sister! They are the ones who should be ashamed of!"
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“Well, as long as you're not lying to me, you need to help your family, so go on. You can come over tomorrow. To my home. Make sure you tell your parents that it is a study date. I would think your grades are more important than the shrine that they can take care of on their own. But since you already promised them, no hurt feelings. But you will come over tomorrow.”
“BECAUSE OUR MOTHER IS A WHORE."
Kazashi is the half-sister to Katsumi and a very submissive soul. She lives to serves and would bend over backwards for anyone she cares about (and maybe even strangers). She seems to lack any love for herself and that may be why it is easy for her to throw her life away.
Age: 16
Grade: homeschooled Second Year
Height: 5’1"
Hobbies: cleaning, cooking, helping and serving people
Likes: beige, dominant people, picnics
Dislikes: bullies, people her sister doesn’t like
preferablydemure and dainty, insecure but very passionate
You can find what the original voice actress sounded like here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLjx7skmEzmh7zyDYNXiuIgH3z2OW0YT9n
“Welcome home, Takahashi-Sama. And welcome, Yamaguchi-Sama."
“But that doesn't stop us from being as close as we are! It's actually why we played in the area we did. I am not allowed to play with children of status like Katsu-Sama."
“Let's not talk about that! How have you been?! How was the big city?"
“Katsu-Sama, don't force Suki into things that she didn't agree to!"
“MM-HM! Always thinking, that's my smart brilliant sister~"
“Please Yama- …S-Suki-Sama...please, you must, just so that you're safe. Let us help you."
“If there’s anything you need from me, just let me know. I am one hundred percent at your service.”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“Please, I'll do anything. Please just love me. I don't care if you love someone else as well, just love me too."
“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of everything from now on.
Kimi acts very gentle and reserved around most people, though she tends to smile and has a mysteriously friendly air about her. She is extremely into Lolita fashion so much to the point of modifying her school uniform. She suffers from schizophrenia and tries her best to live her life to its fullest despite her condition.
Age: 17
Grade: Third Year
Height: 5’ 3/4”
Club: president of Sewing and part of the Gardening club
Hobbies: sewing, needle work, embroidery
Likes: pink, Lolita, roses, animals, cute things, sweets, candy
Dislikes: pedophiles, people who use sewing scissors on something other than fabric and/or non-sewing scissors on fabric
Whilst being able to sound like a sweet and cute child would be very good for her character at times, I need someone who can also do mystique calm and charming. It's like her true face VS the persona she put up.
“I really like cute things. I would say bunnies are my favorite animal, but cats would be a hard second place. I always love to feed the sweet strays on my walk home.”
“Oh please! No need to say “senpai” or call me Mori! Kimi-Kimi works perfectly! Or just Kimi-Chan.”
“I don’t actually have any faith in the Church, but they make me feel better being around them. I especially love the Church music.”
(innocently/coyly seductive) “I’m so glad you came. I was getting all cold and scared waiting for you. But now that you’re here, I feel so much better.”
(as though offended/hurt) “Please, do you mean to insult me in every way? Is this funny to you? You asked me to keep my space and act like we’ve never even met, but then you go and say this to me? I don’t find this at all humorous.”
(distraught) “I HAVE to do this! I have no other choice! If I don’t EVERYTHING WILL BE OVER!”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“Vigilante. Serial killer. Honestly, what’s the difference?”
“I shouldn’t have been born! I shouldn’t even be here! But then you came along…I know they were all lying to me now.”
(eerily cheerful) “Disgusting perverts. All of them. I will kill every last one if I have to.”
Midori is your typical shy and gawky nerd girl, though her main obsession is Yuri and she loves the idea of being someone's princess. Midori is physically disabled and sometimes needs to walk with a cane or full on sit in her wheel chair. She gets walked over by bullies a lot and is easily goaded by them to do rather uncomfortable things.
Age: 15
Grade: First Year
Height: 5’2"
Club: Anime and Cooking
Hobbies: cooking, LARPing, playing video games, reading
Likes: anime, games, light blues, fairytales, LARP, princesses
Dislikes: bullies
(flabbergasted/shy) “M-m-me?! But surely you can’t be serious?!”
“I hear she’s a witch! I’ve heard some REALLY weird things about her! Like apparently she once started screaming aloud for no reason whatsoever.”
“Would you maybe…like to go see the next Nyu-Nya: Revenge of the Magical Sword movie with me?”
(nervously) “Oh…yeah…they said I had to give it to them…because it was what I should do if I wanted to still be their friends…”
“Oh my gosh! The way they ended the season finale last night! They ruined a perfectly good Magical Girl show! I can’t believe it.”
“Yeah, Rini-Chan can be a bit weird sometimes. Though I guess she’s rather harmless at the end of the day.”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“I know that we’ll be together forever. After all, I am your princess.”
“Oh Suki, where do you think you’re going? You shouldn’t be walking around when you’re leg is like that. Don’t worry, I’ll put you back to bed and fix you right up!”
“I’ll do whatever I have to in order to ensure our happily ever after! I swear.”
Natsuko is rather hyper and energetic and just radiates a sunshine energy. She is an incurable prankster and can kinda be a fad follower. All the same, she can be rather down to earth and honest.
Age: 15
Grade: First Year
Height: 4’11"
Club: Anime, Photography, and Theater
Hobbies: photography, singing, drawing, set building, pranks
Likes: sweets, balloons, stars, people, yellows
Dislikes: forgetting things, loss of control
Natsuko is a nonbinary/genderqueer AFAB, so I highly encourage those who fall under that spectrum to audition for her.
“BWHAHAHAH! I AM WATANABE NATSUKO! YOU BETTER NOT FORGET IT!”
“Ooh! That sounds like a lotta fun! We should totally totally go! Whadya think?!”
“I can’t decide who’s cooler: Oshiro-Senpai or Hisakawa-Senpai! Fuck it! They’re both super fucking cool in their own ways!”
“Oh yeah, I’m pretty good at fixing things and putting them together since I break shit so often.”
(trying to be strong) “I’m fine. Honestly. I can handle this on my own. Please don’t get involved. I got this.”
(in tears/distraught) “I don’t wanna! I know what I’ll do to you! Oh god, I’m so scared to hurt you! I can’t let it happen! I’m sorry”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“You know…it could have been different. We didn’t need to get to this point. But now: you’re dead to me.”
“Break it. Fix it. Break it. Fix it. I’ll break you, but I promise I’ll fix you right back up.”
“I only want to know how you taste!”
Due to childhood abuse, Rini suffers from Dissociative Identity Disorder/Split Personality.
Rini's main personality is that of sweet, cheerful, and optimistic, seeming to want to live her best life. Her other two main personalities fall under the tropes of imouto/little sister and Ane/big sister types, so she shows quite a bit of range there.
Age: 16 (but has other mental ages ranging from 7-25)
Grade: Second Year
Height: 5’4 1/2”
Club: Archery, Cooking, and Gardening
Hobbies: gardening, sports, drawing, cooking, fighting, tea ceremonies
Likes: tea, plants, stuff animals, oranges
Dislikes: abusive, neglectful, and/or manipulative people
Rini is a nonbinary/genderfluid AFAB, so I highly encourage those who fall under that spectrum to audition for her.
“I’m really excited to meet you! I know we’re supposed to be cousins, but I hope we can be as close as sisters.”
“Oh yes, we’re classmates. I remember seeing you on your first day here. That was quite the introduction. *giggle*”
“Hey…do you think, it would have been better if I was never born?”
(Imouto/little sister personality) “I really-really like you, Suki-nēsan!”
(Ane/big sister personality) “Would it be alright if I asked you to call me big sister?”
(sexual personality) “Don’t you want to have fun with me? You can do whatever you like? I’ll eat up your desires.”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“You see, now that you know: I CANNOT ALLOW YOU TO LIVE. I cannot trust that you won’t use this information to hurt my sweet Rinako. So you’ll have to die too now. Sorry, Suki-Chan.”
“Suuuuukiiiiii. Where are you? Are we playing a game of hide-and-seek?”
“I did what I have to, and I’ll do what I must in order to protect Rinako!”
Sakiko is an incredibly apathetic and introverted goth that seems to take almost no interest in other people whatsoever. She is obsessed with the occult and even became the Occult Club Vice President. However, when she cares about someone, she puts a good deal of effort into them.
Age: 15
Grade: First Year
Height: 6’2"
Club: Vice President of Occult
Hobbies: reading, researching the occult
Likes: Occult, gothic fashion and culture, purple
Dislikes: Cults
preferably something close to emotionless or apathetic, deeper vocals also preferred
You can find what the original voice actress sounded like here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLjx7skmEzmh7zyDYNXiuIgH3z2OW0YT9n
"Ever since I was young, I've had a fascination and sensitivity to supernatural beings. In fact, when I first met you, I've never met anyone with your sort of presence."
"Almost makes demons and ghosts seem more appealing."
"...I just...I thought you were cute..."
"I don't know how to talk to people."
"It's not really mean, not only have I had worse, but it's true. I don't talk much and do come off as rude when I don't respond and ignore people. I really do have a hard time talking to people, it's not easy for me for some reason, like it is...normal people..."
“Nothing has gone over my head...my head is very high up, usually they'd hit me in the head if not lower..."
"...could I...pat you on the head, Yamaguchi-Senpai?"
"I watched them all die around me. It was travesty, true. But if it didn't happen, I would not have been adopted by my real parents, nor would I have met you."
-read these next quotes in a very yandere-esque tone-
“Good morning, Suki-Kun. What does it look like I’ve done? I freed you. I eliminated the fools who didn't know the powers they mocked. I sacrificed them to the forces from which we are fueled. They hurt you, did they not? They hurt me too. I offered them up, but it was easy for me, due to their despicable behavior. They should be honored to have been chosen for this ritual. You don't like my work?”
“You've lost your sight. I'll help you find it again. I'm sorry Suki-Kun. I wanted us to be happy together. WhY? WHY DID YOU MAKE ME DO THIS? I'm trying to make it fast. I don't want you to suffer. I'm so angry, but I still love you.”
Takara is one of the "queen bee's" and top bitches of the school. She can be rather bossy and entitled, though it is mainly to cover up her own extreme insecurities. She greatly craves attention and affection from those around her but can take things too far.
Age: 17
Grade: Third Year
Height: 5’2 1/2"
Club: Broadcasting/Yearbook and Theater
Hobbies: gossiping, modeling, strutting
Likes: being around popular and pretty girls, being in control, reds
Dislikes: not getting her way
(coy/catty) “Hm? Is that so?”
“My, my, who do we have here? I heard of you. From the sounds of it, you’ve fallen in with the yanki's, the occultist, but also with Takahashi-Sama. You sure do get around.”
“Of course Emiko is beautiful. Even a blind person can see that!”
“Geez, I don’t think I could ever leave the house without makeup on. You’re the same too, right, Emi-Chan?”
“Well, I suppose I can take you under my wing. Because that’s what a great senpai I am.”
“You would understand if you looked like me! You’re not someone who’s been deemed as the ugly fat bitch!”
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“If you love me, then you’d let me do this. You’re a terrible partner otherwise.”
“Consume every inch of me and my love, and I’ll do the same for you.”
“I don’t like seeing the two of you talking! Don’t do it anymore! Got it?!”
Yan is a demon that has taken form of a student teacher at Yanagi High, It is unknown what it is he wants or what he is planning, but he keeps a very watchful eye on Suki.
Age: Unknown
Occupation: Student Teacher
Height: 6'
Club: Occult supervisor
Hobbies: people watching, drawing, sleeping, doing makeup and hair, teasing people
Likes: makeup, pretty hair, shiny things, art, fighting, sweets, meats
Dislikes: people who underestimate him, vegetables
preferably something mischievous, mysterious, playful for demon and then sweet and flowery for human (but in a two-faced way)
Yan is nonbinary and implied to be intersex AMAB, so I highly encourage those who fall under that spectrum to audition for him.
(demon Yan)
"Hmm, you're not ready just yet, little girl. In a bit more time."
"What's going on here? Why am I being summoned?"
"Heh, now things are getting interesting."
(human Yan)
very sweet and welcoming - "Hello everyone, I am Ying Yan. I hope to do my best to be a model Sensei for you all."
"Whatever are you talking about? Demons? That's silly now."
"Ah yes, the Mori's have been kind enough to let me stay with them. Kimi-Chan has been an excellent host!"
(malicious human Yan)
"Oh dear, seems that you failed the test. You really should do better, you know."
"You're only attracting unwanted attention. Practically asking for it, if anything."
"WHO DID THIS?!"
Yoko is a headstrong and feisty biker gang leader who loves to drink and smoke. She acts like a tsundere half the time, but cares deeply for her gang members and those she gets closed to. At the end of the day, Yoko actually deals with a lot of internalized hatred and tries covering it up with a rough exterior.
Age: 17
Grade: Third Year
Height: 4’9"
Club: leader of bike gang
Hobbies: biking, fighting, drinking, smoking, gambling
Likes: cigarettes, money, alcohol, motorcycles, her gang, dark blues, sex, girls
Dislikes: people who can’t loosen the fuck up, pompous or pretentious people, her parents
preferably something raspy and nippy, almost like a chihuahua, maybe booming and demanding
You can find what the original voice actress sounded like here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLjx7skmEzmh7zyDYNXiuIgH3z2OW0YT9n
“OIIIIII!”
“Oi.”
“You are in the presence of the dangerous and notorious White Tiger, Hisakawa Yoko!”
“You've got some guts talking me to like that. Judging from your uniform, you're from Yanagi like me, huh?”
“It's alright, I'll protect you, my shrine maiden.”
"Listen here, you punk, I don't like it when people give me attitude. I don't care if this used to be your family's shrine or what, it's my gang's turf now, you got that? So you better be grateful I have run you off and beat the shit out of you."
"Pfft. I'll walk home with you, I'm bored as is, so I might as well follow you too in case the stalker comes around."
"TCH. Cuz I'm a delinquent I couldn't care about my education or future? What a load of bullshit! I plan on making a life for myself one day. I'm not just some stupid, lowlife nobody."
"...so...should be go back to your place to do naughty things before they get back?"
-read these in a very yandere-esque tone-
“DON’T CALL ME PSYCHOTIC! You don’t just get to come in here, to my home that I work my ass off to pay for, after not even checking on me for weeks and then get to give me shit! Don’t turn this around and make yourself the victim! JUST GET OUT! YOU DON’T FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME!”
“Sorry? Oh yeah! Sorry! THAT MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER! “Do I seem like a pushover?” YEAH! You fucking do, you know that?!”
“What if I was dead? Got in an accident, drowned in boozes, gang fight?! You’re supposed to be my fucking girlfriend!”
“You can get the fuck out! You don’t like the way I’m behaving, then just fucking leave! ou don't give a rat’s ass about what I want. You don't even fucking know me! You’re scared shitless! You really think I’d hurt you?! Huh?! Fucking fine! Leave before I slice you down! Get the fuck out of here!"
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