"Eheh..~ If you came over more often it wouldn't be such a mess." 

"How come you decided to come over today? Aren't you supposed to see Natsuki today?" 

"Monika told me. It's only natural for her to keep me informed about the festival preparations, right?" 

( saddened, a little tired sounding. ) 

"That's no good, Blake." 

"Why can't it be the way it's always been? This is all my fault, if I didn't get so weak and accidentally express my feelings..If I didn't make that stupid mistake. Then you wouldn't have been worried about me at all." 

"You wouldn't have come here. You wouldn't have even been thinking about me right now. But this.. is just my punishment, isn't it? I'm getting punished for being so selfish. I think that's why the world decided to have you come over today, it just wants to torture me." 

"Ehehe..~" 

"Ah... Ahaha.." 

"You really put me in a trap, Blake. But, you're wrong nothing happened to me. I've always been like this, you're just seeing it for the first time." 

"Ehehe..~ you're really gonna make me say it, aren't you Blake? I guess I have no choice this time. The thing is... I've had really bad depression my whole life. Did you know that?" 

"Why do you think I'm late to school every day? Because most days, I can't even find a reason to get out of bed. What reason is there to do anything when I fully know how worthless I am?" 

"Why go to school? Why eat? Why make friends? Why make people put their energy and caring to waste by having them spend it on me? That's what it feels like." 

"That's why I want to make everyone happy... without anyone worrying about me." 

"Eh?.." 

"You don't understand at all, Blake. Why do you think I didn't tell you? Because if I told you, then you would have to waste effort caring about me instead of doing important things. I don't want to be cared about, it's bittersweet when people try to care about me, it feels nice sometimes - but it also feels like a bat being swung against my head." 

"Ahaha~" 

"That's why I wanted so badly for you to make friends with everyone else... Helping everyone be happy together is the best for me, but then I discovered something else too. Seeing you make friends and get closer with everyone in the club, it feels like a spear going through my heart. So that's why, that's why I decided the world wants to torture me."

"Every path leads to nothing but hurt."

( Sayori's voice begins to break ) 

"I finally showed you what a horrible person I am."

( Raise your voice here )

"I made you join the literature club because I was selfish, Blake! I thought I was going to be okay! I want to go back to the way it was, Blake! I keep telling myself it's going to be okay, but it's not okay. The only time I'm not feeling like this is when I feel pain, the little raincloud won't go away. And I can't take it anymore."

"Blake.."