My Choker -historical supernatural horror Audiobook-
CSR Creations for Heidi
A very shrill and angry girl, though it is understandable to a certain degree when seeing the torture she deals with. Heidi still has yet to realize that chest-tones are more practical than head-tones when trying to command obedience.
Heidi is careless and selfish, though there is a part of her that is struggling to find the light. She was known to be a brat from day one, but she was also born into an abusive household. She can be very entitled and sexual in nature. She is the eldest sister of the Dunkelheit children, though she never cared to take part with her younger siblings, Jean-Pail and Charlotte.
Heidi ranges from around 10-17 throughout the span of her journals. Her accent is said to be a Frankenstein of English, German, and French, though there is less English as she didn't have many English peers to play with as a child.
(She has around 14,260 words of narration)
[12 years old] retelling her story right after being tortured - “Maman began to promise me that she would try to keep me from performing ever again, but I hadn’t a care for her words. All I could focus on were the sorry remnants of my poor dress as they were on the floor more so than my body.”
[15 years old] In love - “I met the sweetest young man. His name is Kyle Lovington, and he is as loving and lovely as his name. I want him. I want to love him. I feel that all my shattered feelings can be put back together from this young man. He makes me feel beautiful. I can’t stop thinking about him. His thoughts make everything in this cold world more bearable.”
[16 years old] angry and practically screaming - “You’re worse than him! You were supposed to protect me! You knew what would happen, you knew what it was like, and yet you still threw me to the fucking wolves. You used me, a fucking CHILD, so you didn’t have to go through it anymore. You can’t even claim to feign ignorance! You’re supposed to be the human! At least he doesn’t fucking pretend to be something he isn’t! You forsake your humanity to save your own skin! You’re the real monster!”