Still Lives - A Pastoral Post-Apocalyptic Audio Drama
ToastChi for Javier
Javier is a person in their 30's who lives in a small farming community. They are steady and rooted, a thorough and critical thinker who does not flinch from the past.
(This takes place as Javier gets to know The Archivist, the first new person they’ve met in some time.)
(Cat purring & recorder whirrs, fade in on:)JAVIER: I'm not really scared by any of it anymore. I think when I couldn’t talk about it, that was when it scared me the most. Because I’d think of the last moment I saw my sister and think, what if this happens to everyone else I know, and that secret horrible thing was just hiding in me and terrifying me. But now that I can say it ...
ARCHIVIST: It doesn’t have so much power.
JAVIER: Exactly. I think a lot of people won’t say the things that matter to them, because they feel like …feel all sorts of things. Maybe … like it matters less once it’s out there, like describing something makes it simple. But you can try to describe something for a thousand years and it’ll never be perfect, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try. So --
(laughs)
That’s my very long-winded answer. Sorry.ARCHIVIST: No, this is great. This is great. I completely agree. I want to talk about things. I want to stop being scared of what already happened. I don’t know how that even -- it doesn’t make sense.
JAVIER: Okay, then.
ARCHIVIST: Okay.
JAVIER: Where were you from, before everything?
(The Archivist takes a deep breath and hits stop on the recorder. The whirring ends.)
ARCHIVIST: Baltimore.
JAVIER: Yeah?
(beat)
Did you like it?ARCHIVIST: I loved it.
JAVIER: How long’s it been since you talked about it?
ARCHIVIST: Thirteen years.
(The flickering of the fire rises, then fades into music.)