Bianca has tried to control her life and have some free will in her life, but every time she tries she is shot down. She feels like the world is against her and doesn't give a crap about the whole religion or society. She lives by her own beliefs, but she has still never felt like she's been able to control her life. Despite her father dying in front of her eyes and her mother disappearing, she's still had the motivation to try and prove society wrong. Many of her peers believe that she can't live by her own rules, but she usually only listens to her own voice.