I know it's confusing right now. When isn't it? But I know you. And I know
that when it comes down to the wire, you'll know what to do. I have faith in
you, Rachel.

Rachel. Listen to me. I can't tell you what's right here. Or what's
wrong. In my experience, there's no such thing as either. Not really. There are
just less shitty options. Maybe you don't want to hear  that right now, I
wouldn't blame you. But I think you need to hear it.

Nobody can decide what is best for you. Sure, they can give you the
options, go into detail about the risks and rewards, but they can't choose. I
know it's scary and that you're worried you'll fuck up. That you'll lose
everything. If you continue this way, you will lose everything and more. That
much is certain.