Anorexia and Body Image Narration
Lyssarie for C(arolyn)
Carolyn was the third and final member to join the project; hesitant at first to speak about her past in a public format. Typically quiet and reserved, she still has a bright spark within her that she's afraid to let out.
[Normal] About a week ago, a girl I know
posted on Facebook[Stereotype Preppy] "You should really replace your
regular sandwich bread with Ezekiel Bread, because it's like, all natural, and
it's super delicious."[Snarky] Anyone who tells you that Ezekiel
bread is delicious is lying to you. Ezekiel Bread tastes like cardboard.[Dramatic] Because lately I have been
thinking about the way that we care what we look like, as if there is some
future for us as thin and beautiful, but this is not a fucking dress rehearsal,
this is the real thing.[Reflective/Pensive] The one thing is, I can't imagine
going back to where I was. To not eating anything. It's terrifying. I don't
think I could do it. Nobody in my life would let me. They know it could happen,
so they're ready to act on it.