So this is another possibility. Another possible reality. This current “myself” is the same way. It’s not the true “myself”. I can be any way I wish to be. I see. And myself who is not an Eva pilot can exist as well!

I’m a coward… I’m cowardly. I’m sneaky and weak!

I hate myself. But… but maybe… (realization hits in) Maybe I can love myself. Maybe, my life could have a greater value. That’s right! I am no more or less than myself! I am me! I want to be myself! I want to continue existing in this world! My life is worth living here!