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@1JesterFizzarolli Listen I'm just here to say something okay1 I'm sorry for constantly messaging your friends and stuff and I'm sorry for everything that's been happening And I sincerely apologize for everything I did I've also learned that youtubers have boundaries and I'm going to respect all of their boundaries from now on because im understanding... That boundaries should be respected not disrespected And yes they are necessary Also I've learned you tubers are sometimes busy and they don't always read their comments But they do listen to their fans But they need time and space to do that sort of thing and you are going through a lot and I'm really sorry for the trouble and stress and overwhelming you I know you do not appreciate it and I fully understand that I was kind of in a bad place myself at the time and I guess I kind of went over a lot of lines which was not OK to do and I'm very sorry and I want you to know I'm not going to stalk anymore As a matter of fact I am no longer A stalker I will watch videos yes am I still a fan very much so But am I going to But am I going to resubscribe yes I am because I like your content and your videos always cheer me up When I'm not having a good day And I'm sorry for ever messaging you guys on discord that was not okay to do and I understand and yes I was giving off amberly vibes and for that I'm very sorry And I'm sorry for ever messaging you guys on discord that was not okay to do and I understand and yes I was giving off emberly vibes and for that I'm very sorry... Can you guys ever forgive me Because I'm really sorry for making you guys uncomfortable and feeling not safe I don't want to do that to your friends or your team or your community I want them to feel safe and respected on YouTube I don't want them to feel unsafe because of me So I've decided I'm no longer going to message you guys and I'm no longer going to constantly do it because 1 it just respects boundaries and 2 it should be respected and 3I still think you're videos are the best and I hope you reach your goals in life and you go very far with your content And I know you've got content coming up and I will definitely be watching those videos and Actually I'm taking what you and Steph said to heart and I'm starting to understand you both have feelings and you guys are people you don't take in random people into your group and I understand that and I fully respect that now Which I should have did that I was in a very tough spot and it was uncalled for and it was not appropriate and it was disrespectful and I understand if I disrespected your boundaries and ignored them and I'm very sorry for doing that and I hope you can sometime forgive me Can your friends forgive me because I'm very sorry for all the trouble I've caused and the pain and the overwhelmness Can your friends forgive me because I'm very sorry for all the trouble I've caused and the pain and the overwhelmness and the stress I guess whenever I see you tubers on YouTube I wanna just like you know.. Talk to them and then I get kind of been out of shape when they don't answer my comments right away but I have to understand you guys are people and you guys have lives outside of YouTube and I understand that And I fully am very much sorry for everything If you're reading this message I hope you all can forgive me because I'm very sorry also am I allowed to watch you streams and videos still If you're comfortable with that that's just my question Also would you guys watch the dark cry series On YouTube on my friends channel Because honestly we all would love for the hellaverse people to be a part of this amazing creation that we're doing together and yes it's a side project that we're doing Because we know everybody loves hazbin hotel and helluvaboss not to mention they like hazbin hotel and helluvaboss I'm personally becoming a voice actor myself and I hope I'll become very successful 1 day And I also hope I can someday be as good as you are because honestly I admire you for your voice and your talents You guys are all very much talented I mean honestly Fizzarolli He was always my favorite character that's 1 of the main reasons why I watched your channel in the 1st place because honestly I kind of like the way you do the voice it's actually quite fun to watch actually cause I get to see a youtuber who's trying very hard just to get by But does it excuse for what I did to him absolutely not did I cause him a lot of overwhelmness But does it excuse for what I did to him absolutely not did I cause him a lot of overwhelmness very much I did did I regret it yes I do Anyway can you guys ever accept my apology because I really want us to move past this and move forward But only if you're comfortable with it because I'm ready to respect your boundaries and I'm also ready to understand how you feel and I'm also ready to fully Show you some respect And I also1 This is my biggest apology I've ever typed it so I hope you're reading it because I really want you to know I'm really sorry for everything I should have never acted that way I should have been patient and I should have been respectful Which I was not and for that I'm very sorry I just disrespected your boundaries and made you feel unsafe And I understand that boundaries are necessary you can all accept my apology From Kaila Kuhrt This is apology to All Hazbin hotel and helluvaboss VA members I'm not here to harass any of that I'm here to sincerely say I'm really sorry for constantly messaging and I'm really sorry for how I acted I mean it can you guys accept my apology I want move past this I want all of us to move forward I don't expect you guys to forgive me But I am truly very sorry for being mean and disrespecting your boundaries Can all of you guys forgive me maybe someday when all of you are comfortable Because I wanna fully Respect everybody boundaries I also want to fully not ignore youtubers boundaries either I understand How it made all of you feel And I wanna say I'm very sorry about everything So Could All of you guys forgive me I want you all to feel safe and comfortable on YouTube But you don't feel safe because of me and that's my fault I should have been respecting boundaries from the start And For all of this I'm sorry.... Can you all VA members ever fully accept my apology I would love another Chance To prove to all of you that I've changed I don't want to give off emberly vibes anymore You all should be respected and treated with the same respect that I would get This is me taking a step back and respecting everyone's boundaries now and treating them how they should be treated with respect and kindness I'm also realizing that youtubers should all be respected and treated with the same respect I know I'm allowed to watch the videos I know I'm allowed to watch the streams What's not allowed is harassing and bugging you guys It doesn't make you guys feel safe and it doesn't make anybody feel comfortable either I fully understand everything now If you guys can ever If you guys can ever accept my apology I promise to do better And I understand you guys don't take in random people to your group I get it Anyway that's all I wanted to tell you That I was really sorry for everything I've done instead being constantly messaging you Do any of you accept my apology Because I'm really gonna prove that I'm changing who I am I'm gonna try my best to earn your trust And I'm gonna try my best to respect youtubers from now on Cause I don't wanna be seen as a stalker The main reason I watched your guys videos is because you guys always put a huge smile on my face you also helped me through a tough day I hope 1 day when you all are feeling comfortable I hope I can meet you on Vrchat Because all of you are really talented people Yes I know youtubers have lives outside of YouTube I respect you all as humans and I will continue to respect boundaries From kaila Kuhrt Email: [redacted] In case you guys wanna fully accept my apology I will give you time and space to think about it And I'm going to respect your boundaries and not make any of you uncomfortable and I'm not going to message you guys ever again I promise And I mean it this time My birthday is coming up December 19 I'll be turning 21 That means I'm gonna be mature and respect people from now on forever