"hey sexy, are you a magician? cuz whenever I look at you-" ugh nope. Blocked.

fuck,fuck,fuck-why is he here? (forcing a smile) Hi...luca! great to see you! ahahahaha...so what are you doing at my-uh-this coffee shop that I totally don't work at...

do you ever just...feel stuck? like everyone is making these huge decisions with their life and you're just...behind. (tearing up) no! no! i'm not crying...I'm just...allergic.