Wherefore dost thou think of' that?

.I... It's not manageable for me... I spend most of my time alone, away from people! I don't know what people think these days... Für mich ist das kein Spaziergang!

Hey, it's fine, seriously. I understand the pressure you're dealing with. It's okay to speak up, you know? I suggest you should let your parents know how much music means to you. Your passion is valid, and they might not get it at first, but they'll come around. You got this, and I'm here to support you through all the highs and lows...