wELL, nOW i FEEL VERY STUPID, bUT, i DON'T THINK i WILL GIVE INTO BAD SELF ESTEEM THIS TIME ABOUT THIS, iT'S IMPORTANT TO STAY CONFIDENT ABOUT STUFF, DON'T YOU AGREE,

 *i, fOR THE TIME BEING, aND, fOR THE SAKE OF THIS FANTASY SCENARIO,i PRETEND, tHAT MY CAT ALLERGIES AREN'T THAT BAD,*

tHERE IS AN ANGRY VOICE IN MY HEAD,

i DONT THINK IT'S rUFIO THIS TIME, rUFIO'S NOT THAT ANGRY,

hE'S ALSO IMAGINARY, lIKE, a FAKE MADE UP FRIEND, yOU KNOW, lIKE, tHE WAY FAIRIES ARE, }:(