I miss my mom... laughs My dad... he’s like Owen, blames me for getting her killed. Said it was all my fault. The day I got called up to serve, he said "Son, this is your chance to redeem yourself, to set right all the wrongs you made, stop being a scared little piss-ant and grow a set, then when you come home, I’ll forgive ya". beat I don’t think he will. Especially when he hears I got someone else killed ’cause I ran away, just like I did when my mom died. The hell am I gonna say, Sasha? "Hey dad, I got discharged for being a coward".