Thanks Maya, that's great reflection and insight on your writeup. So good to ponder and better understand your relationship/experience with this mode/energy. Very relatable. Perhaps some of the main challenges here are how contrived and controlled it often is, and I think we both understand why that would happen with your shared thoughts. But there is lots that is good in here. Pace and power, strong diction (more than you need quite a few times) and some great energy and emotional power and affect coming through. I do hope this made it feel more normal to portray these states and that in future it might even get easier to represent your authenticity more so that we can have it based on some true internal reactions and insights you'd be having. Way to get this one off to us to push yourself and make way for more expression/furthering in the future :)