You believe you are your own person, but look around. Can't you see that nearly everything you are is someone else's doing? That you're simply a product of your time, made to think the way they wanted you to think?

I have a block in my programming that prevents me from granting access to the module or its content to anyone without the proper authorization.

Every premature loss of life is regrettable, but circumstances have left me with no eligible alternative. Self-preservation took precedence.