*shocked*

*airy breathing*

"A-a dream?!"  

 *calming down/ collecting himself quizzical *  

"what kind of shitty dream was that! It was so realistic that 

*fading pause and ease into the next sentence/soften*

i thought i was going to get hit by a truck.."

*groaning and stretching*

*picks up his phone to check the time*

"AGHHHHHHH-! IM LATE!!!!!"

*reflective/sad narrating*

"18 years ....That's how long I've been living this kind of life for the worst."

*pause*

"My mother, who threw away and left her only son to poverty, and an abusive father, who left right after my mother with no regrets...

*somberly speaking*

The me who was left all alone didn't even have the time to be sad and i had to work my butt off everyday to pay off the loan."

*forceful reflective narrating*

*shakey speaking*

" Just WHAT did i do wrong?... Of course my life was shitty....one with no hopes on getting better after all."

* almost giving up but becomes determined *

"ahh..but i still want to live after all..." *fading ending of the sentence*