Gabriel's 'Dairy'

(Calm and relaxed voice) Lines: Line 1 (Dear dairy, today was a day like any other.) Line 2 (I started with the piles of paperwork that seem to never get smaller.) Line 3 ( After that I went to the temple for my afternoon prayers,but was interrupted by Michael.) Line 4 ( Perhaps I should put a little spontanaity into my schedule, because I believe he sees me as a confessional sometimes.) Line 5 ( Oh, goodness...) Line 6 ( there, there) Line 7 ( One of the highlights of my day tend to be checking in on my brother.) Line 8 ( He's always so angry. ) Line 9 ( He never wants to see any of us anymore.) Line 10 ( But when he's with miss McAllister... it's- well its a bit nostalgia.) Line 10 ( There are bad days, too but I try not to dwell on them as best as I'm able.) Line 11 ( I fear I would not be able to do my job if I let to many moments of silence in my life.) Line 12 ( As the end nears, I can't help from, what you humans call, "zoning out".) Line 13 ( I recall a time where I use to have a mind I prided myself on, but now, during what feels like all my free time, I imagine scenarios of futility; " what its" and "would could have been".) Line 13 ( what if things had gone differently?) Line 14 ( what if Michael and Lucifer weren't so bull headed?) Line 15 ( Ahh, I see what Raphiel meant now when he said he saw my blood turning green over the centuries.) Line 16 ( I am a bit envious of things I- we've all been robbed of.) Line 16 ( Nevertheless.) Line 17 ( I am nothing if not hopeful for everyone's happiness.) Line 18 ( say this line in a embarrassed shout) ( Don't read that!)

Only line ( blah blah I'm tired of Luce blah blah blah no one found zadkeil sunshine is annoying blah)

What the heck is tha- this laying on the ground?